i had a boyfriend of almost two years he broke up with me about a month ago. i cry everyday as sad as it is. I am 17 and I was ( or am) head over heels in love with him. they say at a young age its only puppy love but i disagree he was and is my true love. Ive made mistakes and so did he and we just lost touch of who we were through it all. I'm alone now with hardly any friends and it pretty much sucks but i cant complain I'm healthy.
In life your suppose to fall in love and be happy and i cant seem to figure out why i cant be. i know i know I'm seventeen and i have a whole life ahead of me but that doesn't change how i feel about him or how i wish things had gone better. the sad part is that i havent told my mother so she is constantly asking me about him and i have to lie. i guess because i part of me still thinks hes going to come back... and i don't want my family to judge him. sooo now I'm stuck here in my school library writing to no one and complaining about how i eat Lunch alone because i have no friends some life huh ? i gave up so many things for a guy I'm embarrassed actually i gave up dreams and hopes for my future because i always saw him in it. now im lost like a puppy who ran to far ahead of its owner. help!