A Thousand Years Later!

So it is about time I get back to blogging. Since my last blog a lot of things have changed. I am now in my second semester of college and needless to say I made the wrong decision. I am currently attending a COMMUNITY college and it is NOT what I expected. College is the time in your life where you are suppose to mature and become your own person. Instead, I am living at home and still have all the same rules I had in high school. I feel trapped and all I want is freedom to experience life. Instead, I'm living my life the way my parents would like me to. They are constantly telling me, "with time and responsibility comes freedom". It is not a bad life at all I have a car and a boyfriend to keep me sane. I just haven't met any of those "life long friends" that you are suppose to bond with for the rest of your life. So instead, I have become a workaholic and I have two jobs. As far as my education at COMMUNITY college it is great other than my English 1301 professor hated me haha! I feel like I have learned a lot and being in college made me realized how sheltered high school education can be. I miss high school more and more everyday and I NEVER thought I would say that. I also miss my friends that went away to college and I may be a bit jealous. Many of them keep saying how they wish they stayed home but I cant understand all I want to do is get out of this boring town! That is enough complaining for now :) Til next time readers...well if i have any :)

Invisible Children

IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD OF THE INVISIBLE CHILDREN ORGANIZATION YOU SHOULD REALLY CHECK OUT THE WEB SITE AT WWW.INVISIBLECHILDREN.COM THIS ORGANIZATION HELPS FIGHT AGAINST THE WAR IN AFRICA. IT GIVES THOSE CHILDREN HOPE THAT THEY WILL HAVE A FUTURE AND NOT HAVE TO BE CAPTURED AND FORCED TO BE A REBEL SOLDIER. IT GIVES CHILDREN IN AFRICA A REASON TO WANT TO LIVE AND GO TO COLLEGE. YOU CAN SIMPLY HELP LIKE I DID BY BUYING A T SHIRT , VIDEO, HANDBAG, OR EVEN JUST A BRACELET. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WE SHOULD ALL COME TOGETHER AND FIGHT FOR!!!!

what!!!!

So I'm 17 almost 18 i might add and my parents and family have to go to Austin for My older brothers birthday. unfortunately i cant go because i have a job and school. So my mother wants to leave me with a babysitter!!! I am practically and adult now and I'm being treated like a child!!! i guess its just frustrating not to mention i don't drive so i cant even get out and keep myself busy. Any mothers out there that think this is ridiculous or is it just us young adults!

Broken Heart

i had a boyfriend of almost two years he broke up with me about a month ago. i cry everyday as sad as it is. I am 17 and I was ( or am) head over heels in love with him. they say at a young age its only puppy love but i disagree he was and is my true love. Ive made mistakes and so did he and we just lost touch of who we were through it all. I'm alone now with hardly any friends and it pretty much sucks but i cant complain I'm healthy. In life your suppose to fall in love and be happy and i cant seem to figure out why i cant be. i know i know I'm seventeen and i have a whole life ahead of me but that doesn't change how i feel about him or how i wish things had gone better. the sad part is that i havent told my mother so she is constantly asking me about him and i have to lie. i guess because i part of me still thinks hes going to come back... and i don't want my family to judge him. sooo now I'm stuck here in my school library writing to no one and complaining about how i eat Lunch alone because i have no friends some life huh ? i gave up so many things for a guy I'm embarrassed actually i gave up dreams and hopes for my future because i always saw him in it. now im lost like a puppy who ran to far ahead of its owner. help!

Austin Texas

i went to Austin,Texas on Wednesday and i absolutely love it :) University of Texas is my dream school!! i have been to rice, Sam, utsa and A&M but, i didn't feel at home like i did at ut. Everything is so clean and beautiful. There is street art everywhere you turn and i loove it. Of course, i wore heels like an idiot and now have blisters the size of quarters on my heels lol. Who knew Austin had so many hills lol and that people actually walk places!! not mee! i guess i need to go out and buy more flats :). til next time readers well ...if i have any :)

Living by My Instinct :)

I'm a senior in high school and its the most stressful year of my life. Everyone says your junior year is the hardest but honestly academics get easier with practice. Senior year is the year you are suppose to decide what college you want to go to and basically what you want to do with your life. At seventeen i have no idea what i would like to do now much less with the future. A part of me whats to go away for college but the other part of me wants to stay home and do what is comfortable and familiar. They say community college is just like high school all over again and i think I'm okay with that. Its not that i don't wanna challenge myself i just think its a big investment and i should have my mind set on what i want, instead of what all my other friends are doing. So community college is okay with me! Not to mention i wont have to read a map to get home haha! :) so I'm new at this blog thing and i have the worst punctuation ever haha! hope thats okay :))
- Michelle Ann